You know, it’s never really difficult for me to be honest — but there’s a piece of me that… wants to relate to you. A little. Or a lot. I dunno. It makes me angry.
I’m still confused on how exactly I was brought back to life after the adventure to your world, but… waking up to both you and Dokja was a relief. I wanted to get back to you both, as well as others, but…
That’s because I love you both equally. I’m being honest when I say I wanna go home with you guys — and maybe figure out what it’s like to have a home, even in a world like that.
I guess there was a childish part of me that was a little hopeful, but after my adventure... I understood what you meant when you said he was in "an unreachable place".
[ She pauses. ]
While we were there, I heard his voice, he said "don't think you would do better the next time". [ Her lip quivers, curling inward, she crosses her arms and hides her face as she squats down. She sighs. ] Is it really possible?
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I need to talk to you.
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What is it?
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First off, what are you doing?
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I gotta talk to you about something embarrassing so -- is that fine?
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[ It would be you?? ]
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[ whore ]
You know, it’s never really difficult for me to be honest — but there’s a piece of me that… wants to relate to you. A little. Or a lot. I dunno. It makes me angry.
I’m still confused on how exactly I was brought back to life after the adventure to your world, but… waking up to both you and Dokja was a relief. I wanted to get back to you both, as well as others, but…
That’s because I love you both equally. I’m being honest when I say I wanna go home with you guys — and maybe figure out what it’s like to have a home, even in a world like that.
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Our world will be better where it won't be like that. It's something you don't need to worry about.
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I know your world is depressing, but gosh.
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It gets better.
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Before or after Kim Dokja becomes the 73rd Demon King?
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I see.
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... We can regain that peace back—with everyone safe and sound.
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[ She pauses. ]
While we were there, I heard his voice, he said "don't think you would do better the next time". [ Her lip quivers, curling inward, she crosses her arms and hides her face as she squats down. She sighs. ] Is it really possible?
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[ Because he would have tried his best already. What more could he have done? What would be different...? ]
But what does he know? He isn't there.
[ So yes. He thinks it's possible. ]
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If you'll be there, then I'll do what I can.
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[ So don't worry about it. ]
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You never share any of the food you make!
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[ It's something she can look forward to, though most likely she'll get to eat it before that. ]
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We can have Ahjussi with us, too, it’ll be like a family thing.