[ It isn’t Dimitri’s fault. Joonghyuk is just incorrigible.
Joonghyuk doesn’t answer, which means Dimitri may interpret the question however he wishes. Niah gently teethes on Dimitri’s hand some. Continue the pets. ]
… I would say acting for the dead is a useless endeavor, but things can be different here.
[ But… You know, murdergames bring back the dead sometimes, so it’s only a thought. After nosing Dimitri’s hand, Niah stares back at him with his big wolf eyes. ]
[ he looks up at him, holding his gaze for a moment. ]
The living do not dictate what is of use and what isn't for them.
[ the dead make their own terms. but the sudden severity only lasts a moment, trying to distract himself with more pets. ]
...My answer is that I felt vindication, briefly. [ he is clearly not proud of it, but does not hide it, either. ] Not satisfaction, and not happiness.
[ he does not argue because he's used to people not agreeing with him on this particular point. it's a little hard to say 'well i hear dead people so I have a general idea of what they want' without thinking people you are unwell, so.
instead, at the lukewarm response, he sighs. politely, ]
[ Maybe one day he’ll learn of your ghosts, Dimitri. And… Yeah? That is a sign of being unwell, young sir.
He thinks. Niah barks before he goes into play position, upper body low and tail up. ]
It’s been a while since I saw someone receive a proper grave. [ He’s okay, but… ] While the point of this game, I hate to see someone’s suffering and tragedy turn into entertainment.
I also dislike how conveniently this place takes control of our senses. I had wanted to leave execution once I saw enough, but I was frozen still.
[ it's been a very long weekend, but it helps to be able to play with a dog. a wolf. a wolf dog. he smiles briefly as he roughhouses with niah a bit, pushing his hands through his fur. ]
That is the whole point of our being here, isn't it? Entertainment.
[ there is a sour edge to his voice, tempered only by doggo. ]
...I despise it. These places twist people, and force us to watch the results—whether it is corpses, trials, executions. It harnesses the ugliest emotions and turns them into some... drama to watch unfold.
[ His expression grows dark as disdain festers, until it boils over. His tone is controlled as usual, but there's such intense loathing and animosity bleeding with every word. It comes from a personal place. ]
I have no plans to become another puppet for otherworldly beings. No matter how powerful, this hotel and its mastermind will fall.
[ Dog is really helpful during times of rage. Too bad Joonghyuk doesn't partake. ]
[ the way his face turns stormy and dark with hatred is something startlingly familiar to him. it's enough to make dimitri's expression turn shuttered too; he closes his eyes, willing himself not to get lost in the same feelings.
the dog helps. ]
...Yes.
[ it is always about having enough time to turn things around. ]
In places like this, the cost of survival is always steep. Too steep. ...It only demands we tear this place down faster. [ for him, it's already killed one of his friends. it's too late to achieve an acceptable ending. but that doesn't mean he can give up, either. ]
[ Normally, Joonghyuk welcomes solidarity, appreciates it when the same emotions shines in others deep and intense, but there's something about Dimitri in specific... ]
You can go for a jog with Niah.
[ Niah barks and tackles Dimitri down happily at the sound of "jog." ]
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W0 : SUNDAY
Joonghyuk is close behind, wearing a tracksuit with a neon green and black jacket and jogging. He comes to a stop because his daemon did. ]
Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd.
[ How is the boy doing. ]
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Just Dimitri is all right, you know.
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[ despite I desperately wish he did but no at least I had practice with Dimitri’s name.
Niah allows Dimitri to pet his head. He can sense the weariness, so the wolf lets out a small whine. ]
Was it satisfying?
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he tries to soothe sweet niah, but pauses where he's scratching the wolf's ear to glance up. ]
...Sieghart's death?
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Joonghyuk doesn’t answer, which means Dimitri may interpret the question however he wishes. Niah gently teethes on Dimitri’s hand some. Continue the pets. ]
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Retribution is not a matter of my personal satisfaction. It is for the sake of the dead.
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[ But… You know, murdergames bring back the dead sometimes, so it’s only a thought. After nosing Dimitri’s hand, Niah stares back at him with his big wolf eyes. ]
Your answer is no.
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The living do not dictate what is of use and what isn't for them.
[ the dead make their own terms. but the sudden severity only lasts a moment, trying to distract himself with more pets. ]
...My answer is that I felt vindication, briefly. [ he is clearly not proud of it, but does not hide it, either. ] Not satisfaction, and not happiness.
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[ His tone is the same, steadfast and unyielding, but not cutting. They can drop it, since he can see they won’t agree on it (which is fine).
Niah licks Dimitri’s fingers despite the conversation. He will compensate for his owner’s emotional constipation. ]
I see.
[ He was just curious, don’t perceive him. ]
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instead, at the lukewarm response, he sighs. politely, ]
And you? Are you all right, after seeing that?
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He thinks. Niah barks before he goes into play position, upper body low and tail up. ]
It’s been a while since I saw someone receive a proper grave. [ He’s okay, but… ] While the point of this game, I hate to see someone’s suffering and tragedy turn into entertainment.
I also dislike how conveniently this place takes control of our senses. I had wanted to leave execution once I saw enough, but I was frozen still.
[ You tried to attack the skeletons, sir. ]
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That is the whole point of our being here, isn't it? Entertainment.
[ there is a sour edge to his voice, tempered only by doggo. ]
...I despise it. These places twist people, and force us to watch the results—whether it is corpses, trials, executions. It harnesses the ugliest emotions and turns them into some... drama to watch unfold.
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I have no plans to become another puppet for otherworldly beings. No matter how powerful, this hotel and its mastermind will fall.
[ Dog is really helpful during times of rage. Too bad Joonghyuk doesn't partake. ]
We only need to survive until we get our chance.
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the dog helps. ]
...Yes.
[ it is always about having enough time to turn things around. ]
In places like this, the cost of survival is always steep. Too steep. ...It only demands we tear this place down faster. [ for him, it's already killed one of his friends. it's too late to achieve an acceptable ending. but that doesn't mean he can give up, either. ]
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You can go for a jog with Niah.
[ Niah barks and tackles Dimitri down happily at the sound of "jog." ]
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his Brooding Thoughts are interrupted when niah jumps on him. dimitri is handily knocked over, startled into a laugh instead. ]
Okay, okay—there's no rush, my friend.
[ it's apparently walky time? he sets the conversation aside for now, speaking to joonghyuk, ]
Did you want to run with us? [ or is he being shooed away to jog with niah? ]
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Why do you keep inviting me?
[ After the excitement, Niah will wait patiently now. ]
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[ it's not that complicated ]
Also, he is your dog...?
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[ it is complicated. He looks to Niah, then to Dimitri. This is the answer: ]
You're being overly familiar with an extension of my soul.
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Your dog...?
[ niah must be yjh's best friend ]
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[ Sometimes you have complicated thoughts on agency. ]
I wouldn't say that I own him.